Dead State is Something You Should Care About

  • kaokashin

    This game could have been so much better.

  • Desmarais

    To start off I want a direct answer. I’m not interested in seeing a counselor and I have someone close I sometimes talk to this about. I’m not interested in your remedies from websites and I don’t need religion either to help me.

    So here… about two months ago I quit adderall after taking it for a month with only 10-20mg. It was making me feel emotionless towards everything even the person I care for and love the most. So I decided to try anti depressants, I took Zoloft for about two weeks only 15mg. When I would come down from the Zoloft I would feel terrible and realized I was much happier in my previous state. Last thing is that a few days ago I got high on triple c’s and I’ve felt pretty weird and brain dead. Like I can’t stop zoning. Do you think that I’ll ever feel the same again? If I stayed healthy and ate healthy I could start coming back to myself? Lately I’ve been thinking I should get back into something good for me. All I really do is stay in my room all day and this doesn’t bother me but an activity could help me feel better?

  • Elinor Tuten

    It’s today…and I’ve done nothing so far. I am now 50 years old. I can’t believe it. And yes, that’s my current picture up there.

    Anyway, the day is nearly over. I got like three cards in the mail and my sister called me. My parents and brother are dead and my best friend is in a hospice right now with cancer in another state. I don’t have a boyfriend right now. No kids. Two cats. My current friends don’t even know it’s my birthday and I probably won’t tell them either. I don’t know.

    Honestly, I’m confused as heck right now. I don’t know if I should take a shower and dress nice and go have a good dinner (I already did that Tuesday night but I could do it again), or continue to be a slob, go for a casual Chinese dinner and start a new book I have here. I don’t even care really. I just…don’t. I’m upset about my friend and I don’t really care about my birthday…..although I LOVE CAKE and I should probably go get one. Hmmm…

    So…what do you think I should do? And don’t say something stupid like go get laid or go get trashed. HAHA? OK? I just feel like it should be a big deal but yet, it’s really not anymore.

    Oh, there’s a Greek festival going on near me but I’m going to that tomorrow night with a friend….

    Thanks.

  • Elyn Patchman

    I KNOW THIS IS LONG, BUT PLEASE DO UNDERSTAND ME AND READ THIS:

    For 9 years of school, I’ve been left out. But I had this best friend and I was still feeling left out. She controlled me, she bullied me, and now she’s gone — and I feel so relieved. But all these years I felt left out at a private school. I’m different from everybody else. Everyone at that private school is rich and stuck up. But me? I’m not. Now I just made a fool out of myself at graduation. I’m just a fat, little nobody who’s just dumb. I was considered that in school, too. Now after making myself a fool by being “alone” at graduation, I’m moving onto high school. And all these years, I felt depressed, lonely, selfless, helpless, I cried, I banged my head against something hard for so many times, I just hated myself. I was suicidal. And yes, that’s stupid. You may consider me as anti-social, but you know what? No one ever understands how much I’m going through. I have family issues — my uncle is gone and he never contacts me and my family because of his stupid ex-wife Romella who doesn’t even love me and my family, my dad has skin diseases from doing drugs but at least he quit cold turkey, my mom is just careless about me because she always sends money to Asia and not care about me, my grandmother is suffering with her ex-husband because her ex-husband is just cruel because he’s so wise he never spends his own money and my grandmother always spends her money on him and he’s not being fair to her, and now I”M was being left out in school and I’m worried that next year in freshman year I’m gonna be left out again! I cry almost everyday for the rest of my life wishing I was dead. If I was dead, everything would just go away. I don’t care if I go to hell, I know what hell feels like because I AM in hell right now for so many years. I dont even know what to do. I hate myself. Everywhere I go especially when I go to shopping malls, people who are wearing sassy clothes were looking at me like I’m a freak. I’m not like them. My family and I don’t have any cash on us. We’re suffering here and the government is just doing shit in this fucking state. AND I HATE MY LIFE!! what should I do?

  • Malinda Shurtliff

    It’s today…and I’ve done nothing so far. I am now 50 years old. I can’t believe it. And yes, that’s my current picture up there.

    Anyway, the day is nearly over. I got like three cards in the mail and my sister called me. My parents and brother are dead and my best friend is in a hospice right now with cancer in another state. I don’t have a boyfriend right now. No kids. Two cats. My current friends don’t even know it’s my birthday and I probably won’t tell them either. I don’t know.

    Honestly, I’m confused as heck right now. I don’t know if I should take a shower and dress nice and go have a good dinner (I already did that Tuesday night but I could do it again), or continue to be a slob, go for a casual Chinese dinner and start a new book I have here. I don’t even care really. I just…don’t. I’m upset about my friend and I don’t really care about my birthday…..although I LOVE CAKE and I should probably go get one. Hmmm…

    So…what do you think I should do? And don’t say something stupid like go get laid or go get trashed. HAHA? OK? I just feel like it should be a big deal but yet, it’s really not anymore.

    Oh, there’s a Greek festival going on near me but I’m going to that tomorrow night with a friend….

    Thanks.

  • Deborah Holliday

    I KNOW THIS IS LONG, BUT PLEASE DO UNDERSTAND ME AND READ THIS:

    For 9 years of school, I’ve been left out. But I had this best friend and I was still feeling left out. She controlled me, she bullied me, and now she’s gone — and I feel so relieved. But all these years I felt left out at a private school. I’m different from everybody else. Everyone at that private school is rich and stuck up. But me? I’m not. Now I just made a fool out of myself at graduation. I’m just a fat, little nobody who’s just dumb. I was considered that in school, too. Now after making myself a fool by being “alone” at graduation, I’m moving onto high school. And all these years, I felt depressed, lonely, selfless, helpless, I cried, I banged my head against something hard for so many times, I just hated myself. I was suicidal. And yes, that’s stupid. You may consider me as anti-social, but you know what? No one ever understands how much I’m going through. I have family issues — my uncle is gone and he never contacts me and my family because of his stupid ex-wife Romella who doesn’t even love me and my family, my dad has skin diseases from doing drugs but at least he quit cold turkey, my mom is just careless about me because she always sends money to Asia and not care about me, my grandmother is suffering with her ex-husband because her ex-husband is just cruel because he’s so wise he never spends his own money and my grandmother always spends her money on him and he’s not being fair to her, and now I”M was being left out in school and I’m worried that next year in freshman year I’m gonna be left out again! I cry almost everyday for the rest of my life wishing I was dead. If I was dead, everything would just go away. I don’t care if I go to hell, I know what hell feels like because I AM in hell right now for so many years. I dont even know what to do. I hate myself. Everywhere I go especially when I go to shopping malls, people who are wearing sassy clothes were looking at me like I’m a freak. I’m not like them. My family and I don’t have any cash on us. We’re suffering here and the government is just doing shit in this fucking state. AND I HATE MY LIFE!! what should I do?

  • evil chevy

    What happens if a dead body is found on a state (or city) boundary line and it is difficult to initially determine where he/she came from? Do both jurisdictions investigate or does it default to the FBI until more evidence can be found?

    Just curious because I saw a story in the news recently where police from the city in state A were called to a dead body but realized it was actually located in state B. Obviously in this case the police from the city in state B would investigate.

  • diggn4richez

    If someone dies and the person is never identified, what does the state do?

  • xLittle21Yaox

    hi,
    i am using multithreading in vb.net application.
    my threads sometime goes into wait state and gets start after some time.
    i am not able to find why this happen? is it normal or i am doing wrong?
    and how to start dead thread? is it possible?
    thanks for reply,
    i think same is happen in my case as said by blackcompe.but i’m not getting why thread goes into dead state,i’ve checked in debug mode that ‘thread state’ change to ‘stopped’ and ‘priority’ change to ‘thread is being stopped,priority cannot be accessed’
    i’m not aborting thread.
    i am just stopping and resuming thread.
    thanks for reply,
    i think same is happen in my case as said by blackcompe.but i’m not getting why thread goes into dead state,i’ve checked in debug mode that ‘thread state’ change to ‘stopped’ and ‘priority’ change to ‘thread is being
    and ‘priority’ change to ‘thread is being aborted,prority cannot be accessed.
    thanks loverofwine,
    i’ll check trace log, i think this will solve my problem.
    thanks a lot.

  • sakyue1993

    They do produce Sugar. They were once good friends of ours. Many Floridians may go back to Cuba and export capitalism and create a better life for all. I believe the people would appreciate freedom.

  • SKATEskum

    What do you understand about the state of the dead? Here is a good video that speaks biblically about the state of the dead.

    http://www.john1429.org/video/sod/sod.html

  • Scorch Delta-62

    I had the weirdest dream the other night.
    It was a family friend that died before her time because of an illness.
    She called on the phone, and identified herself and asked a question that seemed unimportant to me.
    I have only had one other dream like this. My father died a few months before.
    I was waking up singing along to a song by Garth Brooks.
    It was in a movie and I saw it about two years prior but it was very vague until I looked it up (thank gawd for Google).
    I rented it again and when I watched it. It had many similarities to my relationship with my father.
    I just wonder if the dead really speak to us in our sleep?
    Now I am waiting for the next phone call from a long lost friend.
    Anyone believe or had experiences like this?

  • Sriram R

    Ok so mydad is a asshole
    I was expecting to stay the whole week of spring break at my grandmas house
    But instead he makes me read some book on biology because I got and f I don’t deserve I should have a d
    And he’s one of those dads who won’t listen
    I got friends who skip class get fs and their parents don even care if they go to school or not because it’s their choice but your tlling me I can’t see my grandma

    I need you give to tell me something I can tell him that is nice but it goes along the lines of
    I’m 16 ur 50
    I’m 35 years younger than you so I’ll live longer than you
    And in about 20 years you’ll be dead or In a state where you need my help day to day just to live and all m gonna say is did you read you book, take notes (cuz he annoys me with telling me this)
    I jus need something to tell him that’ll make him think and be nicer to his son depepnding how you treat him the 2 years he can e with you longer or never see you again because when I grow up I’m doin everything he told me I couldn’t?

  • Only Business

    Say A loved one died in Georgia and you lived in New Jersey could you legally bring that person back to New Jersey Yourself.

  • EzioAuditore1459

    1) Clinton, or
    2) McCain, or
    3) Obama

  • Armas

    as PM and will his portrait be going up on the stairs at No 10? Does he deserve such recognition for his efforts?

    Is he going to go down in history as one of our great leaders?

  • Stevalicious

    I went to New Jersey for a trip but my dog died. I’d like to bury him back home in New Hampshire but I’m worried that it may be illegal to transport a dead animal across state lines.