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Well heres what happened in a nutshell:
1.Last year we started dating april 12
2.I was struggling with depression and feeling suicidal since i was like 8, and i gto into drugs, my anxiety problem also got worse so i attempt suicide at the end of july.
3.She leaves me without saying anything and on august 12 she starts dating her best friend.
4.I leave the school to focus on my recovery and havent talked until 2 weeks ago because i came back.
5.She says she wants to be friends 2 weeks ago then she wants me to join theater (shes still with the guy)
6.I join and this last tuesday was my first day. Shes hugging me and asking for kisses on the cheek. And she was always looking at me and smiling at me. She tells her relationship isnt going well but she doesnt care if it ends because shes plannng on breaking up.
7.On weds shes even more touchy starts kissing my cheek, starts holding hands with me and basically made me hold her the whole time (were a couple in the play)
8.Oh and weds her bf leaves her. And on thurs she talks to him about break and he replies “This day i have never been happier because im without you”
9.So shes crushed and wants him back. She texts me late at night talking about him and how she wants him back. Oh and i forgot on weds she asked me if i still loved hr and i replied that i do still have feelings and she said she still might have some for me aswell.
10.Today she posts all these twitter messages about him and i think theyre even back together. She knows i saw them because we talked about it and she said sorry if i offended you. And i told her to leave me alone.

So idk what the fuck to do. I know i was stupid and i am stupid but what do i do? Why did she do this to me?

Pick the month u were born in
Jan-—I kicked
February–i loved
March–i did the macarena with
April–i played with
May–i choked on
June–i murdered
July-i sang
August–i had lunch with
September–i danced with
October–i smoked
November–i yelled at
December–I ran over
Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1–a paperclip
2–a monster
3–a phone
4–a fork
5–a gangster
6–a Mexican
7–a cell phone
8–my dog
9–my best friends boyfriend
10–my neighbor
11–an ipod
12–a banana
13–Chuck Norris
14–a stuffed animal
15–a goat
16–a pickle
17–your mom
18–a spoon
19–myself
20–a football player
21–a ninja
22–a fireman
23–a noodle
24–a squirrel
25–a baseball bat
26–my sister
27–my brother
28–my science teacher
>29-a permanent marker
30– a llama
31–A homeless guy
Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White–Because i was high.
Black–Because that’s how i roll.
Pink–Because im NOT homosexual.
Red–Because the voices told me to.
Blue–Because im sexy and do what i want
>Green——Because I hate myself.
>
>Purple——Because Im cool.
>
>Gray——–Because i was drunk
>
>Yellow——Because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars
>
>Orange—-Because i hate my family.
>
>Other——-Because my mom told me not to get wet.
>
>none——Because i cant control myself.

i no its a random question but the teacher never said wat to ask lol so im askin u wat ur birthday is and wat color ur shirt that u r wearing right now … but im asking some of my friends some more questions
mine was i had lunch with my mom because i hate myself

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Pick the month u were born in
Jan-—I kicked
February–i loved
March–i did the macarena with
April–i played with
May–i choked on
June–i murdered
July-i sang
August–i had lunch with
September–i danced with
October–i smoked
November–i yelled at
December–I ran over
Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1–a paperclip
2–a monster
3–a phone
4–a fork
5–a gangster
6–a Mexican
7–a cell phone
8–my dog
9–my best friends boyfriend
10–my neighbor
11–an ipod
12–a banana
13–Chuck Norris
14–a stuffed animal
15–a goat
16–a pickle
17–your mom
18–a spoon
19–myself
20–a football player
21–a ninja
22–a fireman
23–a noodle
24–a squirrel
25–a baseball bat
26–my sister
27–my brother
28–my science teacher
>29-a permanent marker
30– a llama
31–A homeless guy
Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
White–Because i was high.
Black–Because that’s how i roll.
Pink–Because im NOT homosexual.
Red–Because the voices told me to.
Blue–Because im sexy and do what i want
>Green——Because I hate myself.
>
>Purple——Because Im cool.
>
>Gray——–Because i was drunk
>
>Yellow——Because someone offered me 1,000,000 dollars
>
>Orange—-Because i hate my family.
>
>Other——-Because my mom told me not to get wet.
>
>none——Because i cant control myself.

i no its a random question but the teacher never said wat to ask lol so im askin u wat ur birthday is and wat color ur shirt that u r wearing right now … but im asking some of my friends some more questions
mine was i had lunch with my mom because i hate myself

What does everybody think about this. This came off of ESPN.com.

LSU to repeat in the West

July 8, 2008 9:00 AM

Posted by ESPN.com’s Chris Low

We shift our focus to the Western Division today, where Auburn and LSU are the two most talented teams. Both have quarterback questions, though, which could leave the door open for somebody else to sneak up and win the division. My predictions kick everything off again today followed by five questions that could define the West race and then the top three games to watch. Later on today, I’ll have a two-part Q&A with Auburn offensive coordinator Tony Franklin, who’s had the Chick-fil-A Bowl and spring practice to put in his spread offense.

1. LSU: There’s an old adage in football that says muscle up front both offensively and defensively wins every time over the flash and dash of skill players. Nobody in the SEC has a better combination of offensive line personnel and front-seven personnel on defense than the defending national champion Tigers. On offense, center Brett Helms, massive guard Herman Johnson and tackle Ciron Black are all All-SEC caliber players. And even with the loss of Glenn Dorsey on defense, the Tigers return Tyson Jackson and Kirston Pittman at the ends, as well as BCS national championship star Ricky Jean-Francois, who can play both tackle and end. The best thing about Ryan Perrilloux’s dismissal was that he didn’t go through any of spring practice, meaning there won’t be as big an adjustment this fall to redshirt freshman Jarrett Lee and junior Andrew Hatch. Lee is the likely starter at quarterback. He’ll be asked to be more of a caretaker than anything, and it’s always nice to have the stable of running backs and receivers that will surround him. LSU has to go to Auburn on Sept. 20 and hasn’t won at Jordan-Hare Stadium since 1998, but that drought ends this season.

2. Auburn: Tommy Tuberville has been so consistent at Auburn and won so many big games that you wonder if his success is taken for granted on the Plains. Never shy about shaking things up, Tuberville has a new offensive coordinator (Tony Franklin) and a new defensive coordinator (Paul Rhoads) this season. The Tigers will also have a new quarterback. Sophomore Kodi Burns and junior college transfer Chris Todd exited spring practice in a battle that was too close to call. Todd is the better passer, but was plagued by a sore throwing shoulder all spring. Franklin enters the season expecting both to play. The defense will be a trademark Tuberville defense – fast, aggressive and nasty. End Antonio Coleman and tackle Sen’Derrick Marks will be two of the better defensive linemen in the league. The schedule also works out nicely for the Tigers, who get Tennessee, LSU and Georgia all at home. Auburn is plenty good enough to win the division and just might, but I think LSU is a little bit better up and down both lines of scrimmage.

3. Alabama: A toss-up here between Alabama and Mississippi State, but I think the Crimson Tide’s touted signing class will be enough to get them in the top half of the division. This team will look more like a Nick Saban team from start to finish this season. In other words, don’t look for another epic collapse in November. Much of the burden falls on senior quarterback John Parker Wilson. When he played well last season, Alabama usually played well. Wilson likes what he’s seen of new offensive coordinator Jim McElwain’s system and wants to spread the ball out to more of his playmakers this fall. Look for freshmen to play key roles on both offense and defense. The Crimson Tide are especially thin at linebacker. Judging from the number of arrests (10 within the last year), Saban is still trying to get the kind of grip he wants on this team. He’s acted quickly on the more serious infractions. If the Tide are going to make some legitimate noise in the West race this season, the last thing they need is more off-the-field trouble. All in all, this team still lacks the kind of quality depth it takes to win big in the SEC.

4. Mississippi State: Mississippi State’s patience with Sylvester Croom was rewarded last season, as the Bulldogs won eight games and their first bowl game since 2000. Croom was named the SEC Coach of the Year and just recently pocketed a new contract extension and raise that takes his annual salary to $1.7 million. It’s well deserved for a man who walked into a mess at Mississippi State when he arrived in 2004. Croom is adamant that the Bulldogs’ best days are ahead of them. For that to happen, they need to add more offensive firepower. Croom has tried increase the speed on the offensive side to match that of the defense. But outside of 240-pound running back Anthony Dixon, the Bulldogs don’t have a surplus of proven offensive weapons. Senior free safety Derek Pegues leads a defense that was opportunistic and rock-solid a year ago. One thing we know about Croom’s teams is that they don’t quit, nor do they discourage easily. The Bulldogs will win a couple of big games this season. They just won’t win enough of them to challenge for the West title.

5. Mississippi: Seeing Houston Nutt strolling the Ole Miss sidelines will be strange, but Nutt will be the first to tell you: It was time for him to get out of Arkansas, and most of the Hog Nation feels the same way. For all that former Ole Miss coach Ed Orgeron did wrong during his three-year stay in Oxford, he did recruit pretty well in spots. So Nutt has some talent to work with, and he’s also got a quarterback that Ole Miss fans are anxious to see. Texas transfer Jevan Snead had a big spring and gave the Rebels a dimension in the passing game they never had under Orgeron. The other guy to watch on offense is incoming freshman tailback Enrique Davis, who was one of the top prep school players in the country a year ago. Nutt joked a few weeks ago that Davis sure did look good on film and that “we’re going to find out real quick how good he is on the field.” Looking at the Rebels’ schedule, it’s not too big a stretch to think that they could be 4-0 heading into their trip to Florida on Sept. 27.

6. Arkansas: Bobby Petrino says Arkansas needs to be his last job. Well, seeing is believing. A coaching nomad for most of his career, Petrino is back in the college game after leaving the Atlanta Falcons in the middle of the night last year. He’s got his work cut out these first couple of years. The Razorbacks are replacing just about everybody on offense and defense. Casey Dick is the quarterback for now, but Petrino said following spring practice that Dick will have to work to keep that job. The Hogs were so run-oriented under Houston Nutt that you wonder how well and how quickly these players will adjust to Petrino’s fast-paced, pass-driven offense. That kind of transformation doesn’t just happen overnight. It takes recruiting classes and patience. Then again, it didn’t take long for Petrino to make Louisville an offensive juggernaut. He’s one of the best offensive strategists out there and keeps teams off balance with an array of different formations and aggressive play-calling. As good as Petrino is, he’ll need to be a miracle worker for the Hogs to be a factor this season. Getting to seven wins would be a coup.

Okay, so here’s the scenario…We bought 12 1/2 acres of land, and divided it up between family. G-Ma got 5 1/2 acres, Mom got 3 acres, Aunt got 3 acres, and I got 1 acre. We each built our own homes on our land. So it is a family owned property. So, my aunt & uncle got divorced, and left their home. If it had gone unpaid, they would have called the loan due on the land and everyone would have lost everything. So we had to rent it out to strangers. When we first met this couple they seemed GREAT. They have 4 kids and seemed really nice. Well….heres where things get crazy. They have only been here for about 3months and the lease is for 1 year.

1. They have NEVER been on time with their rent.
2. They have NEVER been on time with their electricity bill.
3. Agreement on the lease was they could have ONE dog (no animals have EVER been in the house before, but we allowed them to keep their dog) and ONE horse that THEY were to take care of. What ended up happening? They don’t care for their horse, so G-Pa is caring for it as well as our 4 horses. They brought 2 dogs, 2 cats, and a potbelly pig in the home to live!
4. They have had the cops to the property on 3 different occassions already since they have been there! (1st incident, grand theft trying to steal a horse trailer. They took the dad to jail. 2nd incident, same grand theft but this time took the Mom and also charged her with child abuse! 3rd incident i believe was domestic violence!) Then when we looked up their records we found that June 16 or so the husband was arrested AGAIN for stealing MORE stuff. So these people are THIEVES!
5. Now they split up, and we sent them a note telling them that they are to move out, they have violated the lease on several different things (pets inside, horse they don’t care for, late payments on rent & electricity) Their response was….we are not leaving. None of this is documented and they are staying. The husband apparently got a new job where he makes more money (my guess is he found a higher class neighborhood to rob) and he can pay their rent and pay his own rent wherever he is staying as well.
6. Yesterday the wife left a letter in the mailbox stating that she the dryer in the home is a HAZARD to her and her children. (the dryer that they asked PLEASE to stay because they had no washer and dryer. So it was left as a FAVOR). That when she opened the dryer, it did not stop, and she stuck her arm in (STUPID) and ended up in the hospital and now needs extensive physical therapy. Wants the information to our insurance company and is filing a claim. That this happened on July 8th. Funny, how we are JUST being informed of this AFTER her husband leaves her and her 4 children and now she can’t pay any bills on her OWN. No mention of this the entire month on several occassions of seeing eachother, or calling eachother.
7. Last but not least, we now do not feel safe. This is a FAMILY OWNED PROPERTY as I said in the beginning. I could let my 2 small children outside to play and not worry about strangers and weirdos. Well, yesterday driving up and down the property all day was a truck with 3 men just driving around looking around. There is a gate that says “PRIVATE PROPERTY” at the beginning of the land, so they had to belong to the new tenants. It’s as if they were staking out the location. My little sister called me from her home and told me to please make sure that all doors were locked, and all windows to the kids rooms were locked because these men looked very suspicious and scary.

So my question is…..HOW CAN WE GET THESE LUNATICS OUT OF HOME AND OFF OF OUR LAND???????? We do not have a lot of money to hire a lawyer and fight them! What other options do we have???
UPDATE – They are now saying that Gpa verbally threatened her last night in the barn infront of her child. We had 2 people there with him and witnessed the entire situation where SHE was yelling at HIM and he NEVER said anything to threaten her.
What proof do we need that they are in violation?

When I cheated on my boyfriend…. Ok!.. So I started to date him when we were in 7th grade in middle school. I always have felt like guys try to interupt our relationship way more than girls do.

We were good in our relationship for the first 4 months with no guys interfering then this guy I met through my window in 6th grade all of a sudden appeared on the computer aka myspace and aim instant messenger. I started talking to him. A while back, when I was in 6th grade I almost dated him and I talked to him on the phone a lot through his friends house phone. I remember his friends saying “ohh Bobby you have a girl friend now” but then I lost contact with him. I was soo prude and could barley even talk to a boy never mind hug or kiss one at age 12 in summer 2006. Then my best friend at the time met this guy through myspace because my other friend knew him, so we decided to go on a double date. I was set up with Dan’s best friend Zane and my bff was with Dan. Gees how Dan and her made out. I thought it was gross, but not gross in a sense i felt gross being next to them. and Zane didnt touch me at all just talked about the movie. 3 month later I turned out to like Dan so I pursued him but I dumped Zane of course! I pursued Dan for 2 months then I finally got him to ask me out. He asked me out because I made him jealous. I still remember till this day my friend Emma saying “Let’s make Dan jealous!” so we did and he asked me out. So as I said before, the first 4 months were exciting with us. Which still was until I started talking to Bobby on the computer. but irony struck! He was dating this girl I went to karate with when I was younger and what was even wierder was that my mom dated her dad when we were younger and we went to play town together. Talk about awkard! I immediately felt obsessed with Bobby because of the way he looked and skateboarded. Bobby was cruel to me and I was friends with him. Dan obviously stayed with me because he liked me so much. Soo the summer of 2007 (I started dating dan in winter january 2nd 2007) the summer of 2007 was crazy! boys over boys over boys over and hanging out. I cheated on my boyfriend with bobby. it was like we were secretly dating. I was obsessed with bobby but loved Dan or liked him a lot at least. Nathan kissed me under my room window once then when Dan and I were on break or break up Bobby made out with me and touched me there. I was completely obsessed with Bobby but I still stayed with Dan because I saw something special about him. and he is and was. Now one time playing spin the bottle i had to kiss my guy friend Aken.
I was obsessed with Bobby for years as I still dated Dan. Bobby obsession 2007-2012 which would be 3 or 4 years. Kind of like a very young teen love triangle. but it never got serious with bobby but it did get serious with Dan. Dan lives in a nice house and bobby was in an apartment on the poor side…not like that mattered but they were both different guys. but anyway on with the times i cheated on Dan…well It was in 7th grade summer 2007 with bobby cheating those 2 times. and spin the bottle with aken winter 2008 with friends watching. Then came high school…I did not cheat on Davis. 9th grade passed(with the lingering obsession and though of bobby but never acted on it only thought about it everyday), 10th grade passed (the thought of bobby fading but i was still obsessed), 11th grade passed…I didnt cheat on him all throughout high school…until 11th grade summer 2011. Now I need to confess to every dirty cheating moment. Gees I was faithful all throughout high school to my boyfriend Dan who I’m in love with then comes summer 2011 after 9th,10th and 11 grade school year…then SUMMER OF 11TH GRADE right before 12th grade started!! I found out about this dance club for under age people. I went their for the first time July 8th, I believe (sometime early into july 1-11th) then I decided to go on their page on facebook and I found this guy who I thought danced with my friend there. I messaged him and asked him about it and he went along with it….so i messaged him after my ffirst time going and he told me how I should go more. aside from all my other summer activities i began going to the club a lot with my best friend (the one who made it possible for dan and i to be together because if it wasnt for her i wouldnt have met him) began going frequently. I danced with lots of guys just like my single (slutty as people would call her) best friend. like grinded with a bunch of guys every time I went there. but no other guy there seemed as intriging as the guy i met on facebook who went to the club a lot. I danced with him there many times and talked to him on facebook A LOT. (Dan and I have been dating on and off for 4 years and 7 months at the time) BUT when we dated on and off the longest break up was 5 days. so when we broke it off for a week I dated the guy i met on facebook…Greyson.
Greyson and I first kissed when we were supposedly dating at a different local nightclub a couple times that night then the next time Greyson fin*ered me and we made out for the first time at my place. then i continued going to the club with Emma through out the summer and it was exciting because i saw greyson there a lot when i went. so anyway also throughout the summer my friend emma had us go to this park after the club with these two twin guys so we did. and i didnt know what was going on so i listened to Emma then i ended up with the skinnier twin guy and she had the bigger one but we only went outside but then we both started making out with these to good looking guys. I cheated on Dan again!! then they didnt want us to leave and Emma and I were scared due to us not knowing them and we only made out with them and didnt do anything else.
then I told Greyson about it and he got pissed and was like what did they do to you! then I streched the truth a little bit saying how they were following us home. even though the only way we thought theyd let us leave was to tell them to come to my place to hang out so we did but then we told them to wait in a parking lot so they did like idiots then we left. so anyway about the cheating…i repeatedly grinded and danced with guys at the club with my friend Emma during the summer. Summer was over I am in 12th grade now and its september. I still keep going to that club with my friend Emma. and my boyfriend doesnt like it there. ugh but i still go because i want to have fun while dan reads and builds websites and loves me while i love him but i cheat on him. then i remember making out with spencer once at the club only once then i never talked to him or saw him again because he asked me if i kiss and tell. it was soo awkard. and there was this other recent time in december when i found
a cute guy named chuck who asked me to dance so i danced with him acting single even though i was taken. then he kissed me twice gave me his number then left. chuck and spencer…only kissed once. never seen again but i didnt care because it was fun. then New years eve came…I had a new guy I liked aside from that bobby obsession that disapeared in 11th grade. I have been intrigued with Greyson for 6 months. then I finally had him come over to hang out again. It turned out that I cheated on Dan again, even though we were on break again. Greyson and I made out, he fin*ered me and I gave him a bj because he said he wanted to show me how to do it. so i did…i couldnt resist im so attracted to him.
its lust and like. then the next time i had greyson come over again was mid january which felt like forever since i last saw him. so we did that same stuff again that we did on new years eve day. its like we were friends with benefits even though i had my boyfriend of 5 years! Now its 2012…and February. The last time I cheated on Dan was mid january. Ever since mid january.. I know it wasnt all that long ago but ever since then I promissed myself to never cheat on Dan again, but I can’t help it that I have these feelings towards Greyson. Now…Dan has forgiven me for cheating on him with Greyson but he thinks we only kissed 2 different times and he thinks he only touched me there once…but that was streching it and i know thats all he would forgive me for. so i didnt tell him about anything else accept that time for spin the bottle, and bobby and i making out and him touching me there once too. thats all he knows though….he doesnt know it went to the extreme with Greyson. If I

Ok so my ex of almost 5 years moved out on July 8th, this Thursday will be 4 weeks that he has been gone. It was a mutual break up we were both frustrated and upset. He just started a new career after he moved out (which he was working on getting while still together). He admits that his old job played a huge part in his/ our miserableness. He has gotten his own 1br 1b apt. We hadn’t seen one another since he moved out until this past Saturday Aug. 31st. Friday July 30 I called him but he never answered I wanted to take him to a movie. I texted him 2 hrs later and when he didnt respond I made plans with other friends. About 45 min after texting him he replied. I was already heading to my friends. He replied nm u? I said nm just heading out to hang out w/ some friends. He never replied. The next morning Saturday July31 he posted on his fb that he was excited about his new life and career and said that he hadnt been happy in a long time. He then posted the music video straight jacket feeling by The All American Rejects. I texted him that I was happy for him. He said Hope you have fun living it up, just never forget to be safe, its a scary world out there, liars, cheats, and everything else… I asked if he was mad at me and he said no that he wished me luck… later we talked on the phone and he expressed concern that I was out with other guys already and was having unsafe sex… We talked for a while and agreed to meet for lunch….It was nice he was happy to see me and I was happy to see him…He took me to his new apt and we hugged… He held me very tight…. We kissed and one thing led to another (if you get my drift)…. We then came to my place (our old place) he still hasnt gotten too many of his belongings from here….We talked about trying to make our relationship work…. We kissed and he said that he really wanted to try working to make our relationship work but that he did not want to rush and that we should take it slow and date… He said he loved me and missed me… We have texted very little to another since then and on Sunday Aug 1st we texted small talk throughout the day it was his bday and at like 10pm I sent him a text saying Hope you had a Great Birthday! Have a good night! He never replied…. Nothing yesterday… So today I broke and texted him Hey… he said whats up? I asked if he was mad at me and he said Nope why? I told him cuz he never responded to my text He said I didnt? I thought I did Sorry I didnt mean it…. What the heck do I do is this normal I miss him and want it all to work out!!! I am so confused!
Perhaps I should add that we have been together for almost 5 years!! (residing together the entire relationship)