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This college 12 months my lithuanian course acquired new people in it. And there was this new woman who usually smiled to me, was really polite and so on. We also go to theatre lessons as well. That was the 1st time I saw her, in that lesson on the 2nd of September. I genuinely liked her from the instant I noticed her. She’s pretty, smart, her dance moves are also su subtle… She is girly (a little bit shy maybe). I did not really do significantly at that time till november or so, I was frightened of rejection or one thing I will not know, until then she often greeted me warmly and so on. At around that time we had to present a renaissance dance to the class. There was four of us who had to do it. Me, the lady I like (let’s get in touch with her x) and two other of my classmates (another girl and boy). Luckily I dind’t dance with x, I danced with the other classmate. (Damn x danced so smoothly) Anyways soon after we performed the dance the girls determined that we should dance once more afterwards (for a school ,,show”) I agreed, so did the other classmate. And a handful of days later on x called me for repetition throughout the lunch hour, just us two. That was a little bit peculiar for me. When we rehearsing in the school corridor she was quite peaceful around me (we had to do type of a pop tune dance, with a lot of touching and sexy moves), she failed to hezitate to touch me freely, she instructed me a little bit about herself and we just had fun. I had maths afterwards. I remebered her smell in the course and practicaly dreamed thrue the total of the class. I don’t forget I questioned her out afterwards for coffee, but she refused, which was peculiar for, since of the way she acted close to me. We do not truly know each other, but I could and stil can really feel that shees into me. Anyways sunday evening she texted me wishing sweat goals and a great weak. I study the concept and 3′o clock at night. Her wishing me a great weak, I interpredet it as her wanting to me, but today when I received to college she was chatting to her pal in the school corridor, when she noticed me she dropped her eyes, seemed down and talked to her friend, she was touching his hand. And I thought could he be her boyfriend? As I got nearer to her she didn’t appear up, and so I walked move her with out stating hi. But the factor is given that september it seemed that she would go out of her way if neccesary just to say hi to me. Anyways I dont know what the fcuk is going on. I was considering of asking her out again this week, but i just dont know now. What the fcuk ought to I do?

Paris Michael Katherine Jackson is Michael Jackson’s only daughter & his 2nd child, born in April 3, 1998. Paris was Michael’s minor princess & they loved each other so much, they nevertheless do. Cause Im confident Paris will usually adore her daddy, & Michael will always love his little lady from heaven <3 Paris & Michael had a really particular connection, of course, father & daughter, but they had so a lot in common. They each love art, music, dancing, singing & movies. They both can act! Paris wishes to be an actress given that she was truly little, she's now creating a movie, "Lundon's Bridge And The Three Keys" which will arrive out this 2012. Paris explained that her father inspired her, when she watched her father's movie, "Moonwalker". In Ellen's show, in 2011, she explained "I realized he could sing, but I did not know he could act. And when I noticed that I was, wow I wanna be just like him." She told her father that she wished to act and they did prompts jointly & he would give her minor scenarios & inform her "Okay, in this scene you are gonna cry." & she'd cry on the spot. Paris can also perform the piano & guitar. She has explained in her twitter, that she can publish songs & she can dance, her & her cousin Donte made a dance known as the Trillion. She's great in passe-temps aswell, she has broke the document to be the 1st feminine in her school to be part of the flag football team. She enjoys sports. & she also has her father's heart, she genuinely cares about the world & desires to make it a much better place. She is also very strong, just like her father She understands how to handle the haters, without having employing undesirable language, but just exhibiting them she can remain strong. She's a quite sweet & good person. In her father's memorial she stated among cries, "Even given that I was born, Daddy has been the greatest father, you can ever before imagine…. And I just want to say that I love him so much!" That was quite emotional. This is what she mentioned to Oprah Winfrey in 2010, "I kind of felt like no a single understood what a very good father he was. He was the ideal cook ever," Paris informed Winfrey. "He was just a regular dad." She also said, "He produced the greatest French toast in the world," she added. "He just manufactured the very best breakfasts in the world." "He experimented with to increase us with no us realizing who he was, but that did not really go so well," Paris said, smiling. "One time we have been on the roof of the Luxor in Las Vegas, just saw all the town lights," Paris said. "We were eating Snickers, we had some soda." "Sometimes he would get me to a museum, because we both cherished art," Paris added. "We'd perform tag outside. He obtained us Kenya [their dog] four decades ago." "I'd like to be an actress when I'm older," Paris told Winfrey. "I occasionally do improv. I utilised to do it with my dad." Winfrey wrapped up her job interview with a poignant issue — "What do you skip the most?" "Everything," Paris replied. This is what Katherine, Michael's mother, said, "What they discuss about is, 'Daddy would do this and daddy would do that.' Or, 'That's how Daddy did it,'" Katherine said. "Paris is extremely emotional. She talks about him all the time. She's the robust one. All the photos on her wall in her bed room are of Michael." She Loves her daddy & ALL her loved ones <3 And she's quite happy to be a Jackson!
Lisa Marie Presley was born in February 1, 1968, & is the only kid of Elvis Presley. She was also daddy's tiny girl & they the two cherished every single other & I Am confident they nonetheless do <3 Throughout her marriage to Keough, Lisa started creating songs. She was understandably unsure of how to avoid comparisons to her father, so she stored her innovative routines largely secret. Her 1st look as a performer came in a new video for the Elvis Presley tune "Don't Cry Daddy" that marked the 20th anniversary of Elvis's death; her voice was digitally additional to Elvis's original recording. The video's producer, David Foster, encouraged Lisa, & launched her to Alanis Morissette producer Glen Ballard. She quickly signed a agreement with the Capitol label in 1998 & commenced operate on the album that was to turn out to be To Whom It May Possibly Concern. The album's development turned out to be a quite gradual process, interrupted by new upheavals in Lisa's personal life. Presley threw herself back into her music, & To Whom It Might Issue was released in the spring of 2003. With creation perform from David Rosse, the album showcased a darkish sound that fully averted any musical connection with that of Elvis Presley, even though many of Lisa Marie's intense, cathartic lyrics drew on her personal strange life. The single "Lights Out" received sturdy radio airplay, "thanks to smoky vocals that sound far more like Cher than Dad," noted People. To Whom It May Possibly Issue produced i
ts debut at #5 on Billboard magazine's album income chart. Now What, launched on April 7, 2005, highlighted musical contributions by previous 4 Non Blondes member Linda Perry, set to Lisa's personal lyrics. The album's leadoff single, however, was a remake of the 1983 Don Henley hit "Dirty Laundry". Now What, rising into Billboard's best ten. She has donated some of her wealth.

I’ve been dating my boyfriend for 3 years and I imagined that I would be marrying him, but I just obtained a large wake up call. I have been preparing every thing for the past couple of many years down to what my wedding dress will seem like, what song we will dance to, wherever we will live, and what to name our kids. When he was drinking the other night time I guess the beer obtained to him and he lastly let me know all of the items he’s been thinking and failed to want to inform me when he was sober. I located out he has no plans to marry me whatsoever. He just desires to date. He wants to invest all of the money he makes on the things he wants. Like for illustration the brand new truck he acquired last year, the model new motorbike he purchased this year, and when we had been damaged up for a few of weeks two many years ago he purchased a model new four-wheeler to make him “feel better”, just like the exhaust he set on his truck when we ended up broken up last yr for a few of days. Not to point out all of the crap he buys for his motorcycle or all of the cash he spends on correcting his four-wheeler and acquiring all of the other pointless crap he buys. I comprehend that it is his cash and he can invest it on no matter what he wants, but it just seems to me that if you happen to be 21 many years aged you ought to be contemplating about buying your individual property and moving out of your parent’s home (especially when his parent’s house just isn’t even match to live in). I guess he just is not grown up plenty of to want to help save his cash and spend it on the things he desires vs the items he wants. It just hurts so poor simply because I fell in adore with him. I have planned on marrying him. And I failed to just presume he wished to marry me, he has instructed me just before that he desires to get married, he’s talked about what we’re likely to name our children, and he has said he’s likely to acquire me a ring. “Just not yet…” that’s usually his answer when I want to chat about it and when we have talked about it considering that his drunk episode. But absolutely everyone states the truth comes out when you are drunk and I guess it really is correct due to the fact he opened up to me and informed me items when he was drunk that he has in no way told me before. It Is always been “I want to get married some day”, but when he was drunk it was, “I guess I Am Going To have to get married some day.” And I really guess I’ve just usually been in denial. I often notify him I do not care if it normally requires 20 many years for him to figure out when he is prepared to get married I want to marry him and I’ll wait. The only thing I really have at any time desired was an engagement ring to show that he will marry me some day. I know we could not get married proper now, for one issue there is no way we could pay for it, but I know he could pay for to acquire me a ring, he manages to manage every thing he wants. His excuse on that 1 is just before he will get his own property and settles down he would like to get everything he wants. Nicely would like and wants are two distinct items and which is one more issue he is much too immature to understand. I believe I obtained my solution when he was drunk and I instructed him I did not care how extended it took for us to get married all I desired to know is that he wished to marry me and he completely averted answering me. He just kept declaring he won’t want to assume about getting married correct now and youngsters were out of the question! Well, that kind of comes as a shock after 3 years of arranging my foreseeable future with the boy. And I know my mamma’s right, she keeps telling me if he loved me he wouldn’t be ready to wait to marry me. She keeps saying that I need to have to find an individual who enjoys me so a lot that they want to marry me and raise a family. I know she’s appropriate to a level but I adore him and I just maintain hoping that he truly does enjoy me and that he will 1 day (hopefully soon) realize he wishes to get married. And I have no issue dating him and waiting all around till we can afford to get married, but how prolonged am I meant to wait? Am I just supposed to date him for the relaxation of my daily life beacause which is what he wants? I don’t just want to get married, I want to marry the gentleman I love, so I cannot envision breaking up with him just to go out and attempt to locate a male to marry. I cannot do that, that doesn’t make any perception to me. Ever Before because I was a minor woman I have dreamed of obtaining married and obtaining babies. And as stupid and sappy as this is likely to sound, region audio has had a massive influence on my dreams. Constantly listening to how significantly guys enjoy their girls and how they would do anything for them has kind of spoiled me. It’s produced me believe which is how my existence would be. And it just hasn’t been that way. And it looks like every single enjoy tune I listen to tends to make me cry. I just wish my daily life could be like individuals songs. This just are unable to be healthy! I Am an psychological wreck. I Am depressed every day. And I Am carrying out it to myself is the sad thing. I know how he feels about the entire circumstance but I just maintain hoping he is likely to change his mind. But why would I preserve thinking that if it has not took place in 3 years? Effectively I’ve located myself a new tune that I think matches me and my entire predicament perfectly… Cleopatra, Queen of Denial by Pam Tillis. And this portion matches me the best…

Well now I understood he didn’t have any money
Yeah which is why he could not get me a ring
Oh and just due to the fact he bought himself a brand new pick-up truck
Really didn’t demonstrate anything
Yeah he never had to say he loved me
I could see it every time he smiled
Just call me Cleopatra everybody
Cause I’m the Queen of Denial

But I guess I have sort of ruined it for myself, they say why would you get the cow if you can get the milk for free, right? Well, we live collectively and we pretty much are married. The only dilemma is we live in his parent’s house! He keeps stating he sees all of the troubles other people have when they get married and he isn’t going to want to make that mistake. His brother has a bad marriage and retains telling him not to destroy his existence too. My only problem is how significantly various could it be if we had been to get married? We could get our very own house. And dwelling in his parent’s home is causing a whole lot of troubles for us that I believe would be solved if we got our personal place. I just actually do not know what to do. Do I just preserve waiting around and see what takes place or do I check out to shift on? Even if I tried using to move on I do not know if I could and truly will not know if I want to. Why would you stroll away from someone you love so much? But would that be far better for me?

Has any person at any time been in my position? If you have anything at all to inform me that you assume may well help me make sure you discuss to me.
First of all thanks for reading my lifestyle story… And yeah, I’ve thought about every thing you all have stated I could have forgotten to point out the fact that we work at the very same place, we volunteer at the same fireplace division and rescue squad, have the same mutual close friends , and he is the best friend I have actually had in addition to the best boyfriend I have actually had, and the longest romantic relationship I have at any time had. I do not know if this genuinely tends to make any big difference but just to add to my novel…

Here are the best songs on my hard drive:

1. “Crimson And Clover” by Tommy James & the Shondells
2. “Baby, I Love Your Way/Freebird Medley” by Will to Power
3. “All That I Want” by the Weepies
4. “Hot Child In The City” by Nick Gilder
5. “Reach Out Of The Darkness” by Friend and Lover
6. “Dream Weaver” by Gary Wright
7. “California Dreamin’” by the Mamas and the Papas
8. “Appreciate” by Pete Rock f/ C.L. Smooth
9. “The Theme from Hill Street Blues” by Mike Post
10. “The Tide Is High” by Blondie
11. “You’re My Best Friend” by Queen
12. “I Shot The Sheriff” by Eric Clapton
13. “The Joker” by the Steve Miller Band
14. “Candy Rain” by Soul For Real
15. “The Girl From Ipanema” by Tania Maria
16. “I Get Physical” by Pete Rock & C.L. Smooth
17. “Allentown” by Billy Joel
18. “The Warrior” by Scandal f/ Patty Smyth
19. “More Bounce To The Ounce” by Zapp & Roger
20. “For Corners” by the Digable Planets
21. “Midnight At The Oasis” by Maria Muldaur
22. “Once In A Lifetime” by the Talking Heads
23. “A Thousand Miles” by Vanessa Carlton
24. “Angela” by Bob James
25. “Shut’Em Down 2002″ by Busta Rhymes
26. “Down Under” by Men At Work
27. “Heart Of Glass” by Blondie
28. “Limitations” by Souls of Mischief
29. “Running On Empty” by Jackson Browne
30. “St. Elmo’s Fire (Man In Motion)” by John Parr
31. “Miss Broadway” by Belle Epoque
32. “Piece Of My Heart” by Big Brother and the Holding Company
33. “I Know What Boys Like” by the Waitresses
34. “But It’s Alright” by J.J. Jackson
35. “Goodbye” by Tevin Campbell
36. “Memory Lane” by Nas
37. “Dream Merchant” by New Birth
38. “Bidi Bidi Bom Bom” by Selena
39. “Welcome Back” by John Sebastian
40. “Gotta Get You Home Tonight” by Eugene Wilde
41. “Loser” by Beck
42. “Hello Its Me” by Todd Rundgren
43. “Human Nature” by Michael Jackson
44. “Mary Jane” by Rick James
45. “These Eyes” by the Guess Who
46. “My Doorbell” by the White Stripes
47. “Danger! High Voltage” by
48. “Goodbye To You” by Scandal f/ Patty Smyth
49. “I Melt With You” by Modern English
50. “Over The Hills And Far Away” by Led Zeppelin
51. “Spread My Wings” by Troop
52. “Nickel Bags” by the Digable Planets
53. “Props Over Here” the Beatnuts
54. “Rainy Night In Georgia” by Brook Benton
55. “Zimbabwe” by Bob Marley
56. “Heartbreaker” by Led Zeppelin
57. “Ego Trippin” by the Ultramagnetic MC’s
58. “Sherry” by Frankie Valli and The Four Seasons
59. “Does Anybody Really Know What Time It Is” by Chicago
60. “Stand” by R.E.M.
61. “Summer Soft” by Stevie Wonder
62. “Voyage To Atlantis” by the Isley Brothers
63. “Twist And Shout” by the Beatles
64. “On The Road Again” by Canned Heat
65. “Hush” by Deep Purple
66. “Dance Hall Days” by Wang Chung
67. “This Must Be the Place (Naive Melody)” by the Talking Heads
68. “When I Come Around” by Green Day
69. “Go Ahead In The Rain” by A Tribe Called Quest
70. “I Want To Be Your Man” by Roger
71. “Mass Appeal” by Gang Starr
72. “September, When I First Met You” by Barry White
73. “Stop The Love You Save” by the Jackson 5
74. “Theme From Mahogany (Do You Know Where You’re Going To)” by Diana Ross
75. “Sussudio” by Phil Collins
76. “San Francisco (Be Sure To Wear Some Flowers In Your Hair)” by Scott McKenzie
77. “Summer In the City” by the Lovin’ Spoonful
78. “Walk On By” by Dionne Warwick
79. “Hollywood” by Chaka Khan
80. “Grazing In The Grass” by the Friends of Distinction
81. “Light Another” by Cypress Hill
82. “(It’s Only a) Paper Moon” by Nat King Cole
83. “Give Me Just a Little More Time” Chairmen Of The Board
84. “If You Think You’re Lonely Now” by K-Ci Haley
85. “It’s My Party” by Lesley Gore
86. “Sugar Free” by Juicy
87. “Worldwide” by Pete Rock & C.L. Smooth
88. “What A Fool Believes” by the Doobie Brothers
89. “You Make Me Feel Like Dancing” by Leo Sayers
90. “Fried Chicken” by the Beatnuts

When girls drink too much…

1. We have absolutely no idea where our purse is.
2. We believe that dancing with our arms overhead and wiggling our
butt while yelling woo-hoo! is truly the sexiest dance move around.
3. We’ve suddenly decided that we want to kick someone’s ass and
honestly believe we could do it too.
4. In our last trip to pee, we realize that we now look more like a
homeless hooker than the goddess we were just four hours ago.
5. We start crying and telling everyone we see that we love them sooo
much.
6. We get extremely excited and jump up and down every time a new
song play’s because oh my God! I love this song!
7. We’ve found a deeper/spiritual side to the geek sitting next to us.
8. We’ve suddenly taken up smoking and become really goodat it.
9. We yell at the bartender, who we believe cheated us by giving us
just lemonade, but that’s just because we can no longer taste the gin.
10. We think we are in bed, but our pillow feels strangely like the
kitchen floor (or the mop?)
11. We fail to notice that the toilet lid’s down when we sit on it.
12. We take our shoes off beacuse we believe it’s their fault that
we’re having problems walking straight.

I’m a social officer for my varsity dance team. We are starting boot camp this week with the JV team and cheerleaders. I need to come up with fun, bonding games for all of us together to do that can even be embarrassing. We aren’t going anywhere. We’re doing it inside the dance studio. Any ideas? They need to be fun, creative, ACTIVE games. Please help!
We need to be ACTIVE.
Also, something creative that all 60 or so of us can do in like 15 minutes.

Paris Michael Katherine Jackson is Michael Jackson’s only daughter & his 2nd child, born in April 3, 1998. Paris was Michael’s little princess & they loved each other so much, they still do. Cause Im sure Paris will always love her daddy, & Michael will always love his little girl from heaven <3 Paris & Michael had a very special connection, of course, father & daughter, but they had so much in common. They both love art, music, dancing, singing & movies. They both can act! Paris wants to be an actress since she was really little, she's now making a movie, "Lundon's Bridge And The Three Keys" which will come out this 2012. Paris said that her father inspired her, when she watched her father's movie, "Moonwalker". In Ellen's show, in 2011, she said "I knew he could sing, but I didn't know he could act. And when I saw that I was, wow I wanna be just like him." She told her dad that she wanted to act and they did prompts together & he would give her little scenarios & tell her "Okay, in this scene you are gonna cry." & she'd cry on the spot. Paris can also play the piano & guitar. She has said in her twitter, that she can write songs & she can dance, her & her cousin Donte made a dance called the Trillion. She's good in sports aswell, she has broke the record to be the 1st female in her school to join the flag football team. She loves sports. & she also has her father's heart, she really cares about the world & wants to make it a better place. She is also very strong, just like her father She knows how to handle the haters, without using bad language, but just showing them she can stay strong. She's a very sweet & nice person. In her father's memorial she said between cries, "Even since I was born, Daddy has been the best father, you can ever imagine…. And I just want to say that I love him so much!" That was very emotional. This is what she said to Oprah Winfrey in 2010, "I kind of felt like no one understood what a good father he was. He was the best cook ever," Paris told Winfrey. "He was just a normal dad." She also said, "He made the best French toast in the world," she added. "He just made the best breakfasts in the world." "He tried to raise us without us knowing who he was, but that didn't really go so well," Paris said, smiling. "One time we were on the roof of the Luxor in Las Vegas, just saw all the city lights," Paris said. "We were eating Snickers, we had some soda." "Sometimes he would take me to a museum, because we both loved art," Paris added. "We'd play tag outside. He got us Kenya [their dog] four years ago." "I'd like to be an actress when I'm older," Paris told Winfrey. "I sometimes do improv. I used to do it with my dad." Winfrey wrapped up her interview with a poignant question — "What do you miss the most?" "Everything," Paris replied. This is what Katherine, Michael's mother, said, "What they talk about is, 'Daddy would do this and daddy would do that.' Or, 'That's how Daddy did it,'" Katherine said. "Paris is very emotional. She talks about him all the time. She's the strong one. All the pictures on her wall in her bedroom are of Michael." She LOVES her daddy & ALL her family <3 And she's very proud to be a Jackson!
Lisa Marie Presley was born in February 1, 1968, & is the only child of Elvis Presley. She was also daddy's little girl & they both loved each other & I'm sure they still do <3 During her marriage to Keough, Lisa began writing songs. She was understandably unsure of how to avoid comparisons to her father, so she kept her creative activities mostly secret. Her 1st appearance as a performer came in a new video for the Elvis Presley song "Don't Cry Daddy" that marked the 20th anniversary of Elvis's death; her voice was digitally added to Elvis's original recording. The video's producer, David Foster, encouraged Lisa, & introduced her to Alanis Morissette producer Glen Ballard. She soon signed a contract with the Capitol label in 1998 & began work on the album that was to become To Whom It May Concern. The album's creation turned out to be a very slow process, interrupted by new upheavals in Lisa's personal life. Presley threw herself back into her music, & To Whom It May Concern was released in the spring of 2003. With production work from David Rosse, the album featured a dark sound that completely avoided any musical connection with that of Elvis Presley, even though many of Lisa Marie's intense, cathartic lyrics drew on her own unusual life. The single "Lights Out" received strong radio airplay, "thanks to smoky vocals that sound more like Cher than Dad," noted People. To Whom It May Concern made i
ts debut at #5 on Billboard magazine's album sales chart. Now What, released on April 7, 2005, featured musical contributions by former 4 Non Blondes member Linda Perry, set to Lisa's own lyrics. The album's leadoff single, however, was a remake of the 1983 Don Henley hit "Dirty Laundry". Now What, rising into Billboard's top ten. She has donated some of her wealth.

I’ve been dating my boyfriend for 3 years and I thought that I would be marrying him, but I just got a huge wake up call. I have been planning everything for the past couple of years down to what my wedding dress will look like, what song we will dance to, where we will live, and what to name our kids. When he was drinking the other night I guess the beer got to him and he finally let me know all of the things he’s been thinking and didn’t want to tell me when he was sober. I found out he has no plans to marry me whatsoever. He just wants to date. He wants to spend all of the money he makes on the things he wants. Like for example the brand new truck he bought last year, the brand new motorcycle he bought this year, and when we were broken up for a couple of weeks two years ago he bought a brand new four-wheeler to make him “feel better”, just like the exhaust he put on his truck when we were broken up last year for a couple of days. Not to mention all of the crap he buys for his motorcycle or all of the money he spends on fixing his four-wheeler and buying all of the other useless crap he buys. I understand that it is his money and he can spend it on whatever he wants, but it just seems to me that if you’re 21 years old you should be thinking about buying your own house and moving out of your parent’s house (especially when his parent’s house isn’t even fit to live in). I guess he just isn’t grown up enough to want to save his money and spend it on the things he needs versus the things he wants. It just hurts so bad because I fell in love with him. I have planned on marrying him. And I didn’t just assume he wanted to marry me, he has told me before that he wants to get married, he’s talked about what we’re going to name our children, and he has said he’s going to buy me a ring. “Just not yet…” that’s always his answer when I want to talk about it and when we have talked about it since his drunk episode. But everyone says the truth comes out when you’re drunk and I guess it’s true because he opened up to me and told me things when he was drunk that he has never told me before. It’s always been “I want to get married some day”, but when he was drunk it was, “I guess I’ll have to get married some day.” And I really guess I’ve just always been in denial. I always tell him I don’t care if it takes 20 years for him to figure out when he’s ready to get married I want to marry him and I’ll wait. The only thing I really have ever wanted was an engagement ring to show that he will marry me some day. I know we couldn’t get married right now, for one thing there is no way we could afford it, but I know he could afford to buy me a ring, he manages to afford everything he wants. His excuse on that one is before he gets his own house and settles down he wants to buy everything he wants. Well wants and needs are two different things and that’s another thing he is too immature to understand. I think I got my answer when he was drunk and I told him I didn’t care how long it took for us to get married all I wanted to know is that he wanted to marry me and he completely avoided answering me. He just kept saying he doesn’t want to think about getting married right now and kids were out of the question! Well, that kind of comes as a shock after 3 years of planning my future with the boy. And I know my mamma’s right, she keeps telling me if he loved me he wouldn’t be able to wait to marry me. She keeps saying that I need to find someone who loves me so much that they want to marry me and raise a family. I know she’s right to a point but I love him and I just keep hoping that he really does love me and that he will one day (hopefully soon) realize he wants to get married. And I have no problem dating him and waiting around until we can afford to get married, but how long am I supposed to wait? Am I just supposed to date him for the rest of my life beacause that’s what he wants? I don’t just want to get married, I want to marry the man I love, so I can’t imagine breaking up with him just to go out and try to find a man to marry. I can’t do that, that doesn’t make any sense to me. Ever since I was a little girl I have dreamed of getting married and having babies. And as stupid and sappy as this is going to sound, country music has had a big influence on my dreams. Always listening to how much men love their women and how they would do anything for them has kind of spoiled me. It’s made me think that’s how my life would be. And it just hasn’t been that way. And it seems like every love song I hear makes me cry. I just wish my life could be like those songs. This just can’t be healthy! I’m an emotional wreck. I’m depressed every day. And I’m doing it to myself is the sad thing. I know how he feels about the whole situation but I just keep hoping he’s going to change his mind. But why would I keep thinking that if it hasn’t happened in 3 years? Well I’ve found myself a new song that I think fits me and my whole situation perfectly… Cleopatra, Queen of Denial by Pam Tillis. And this part fits me the best…

Well now I knew he didn’t have any money
Yeah that’s why he couldn’t buy me a ring
Oh and just because he bought himself a brand new pick-up truck
Really didn’t prove anything
Yeah he never had to say he loved me
I could see it every time he smiled
Just call me Cleopatra everybody
Cause I’m the Queen of Denial

But I guess I have kind of ruined it for myself, they say why would you buy the cow if you can get the milk for free, right? Well, we live together and we practically are married. The only problem is we live in his parent’s house! He keeps saying he sees all of the problems other people have when they get married and he doesn’t want to make that mistake. His brother has a bad marriage and keeps telling him not to ruin his life too. My only question is how much different could it be if we were to get married? We could get our own house. And living in his parent’s house is causing a lot of problems for us that I think would be solved if we got our own place. I just really don’t know what to do. Do I just keep waiting and see what happens or do I try to move on? Even if I tried to move on I don’t know if I could and really don’t know if I want to. Why would you walk away from someone you love so much? But would that be better for me?

Has anyone ever been in my position? If you have anything to tell me that you think might help me please talk to me.
First of all thanks for reading my life story… And yeah, I’ve thought about everything you all have said I may have forgotten to mention the fact that we work at the same place, we volunteer at the same fire department and rescue squad, have the same mutual friends , and he is the best friend I have ever had in addition to the best boyfriend I have ever had, and the longest relationship I have ever had. I don’t know if this really makes any difference but just to add to my novel…

Chapter 1
David Greg

I was walking faster and faster by the minute I knew something or someone was chasing me. I looked over my shoulder and BOOM! “Mrs. Evans!” It was Mr. Stein yelling at me for falling asleep in class. But hey was it my fault that “The world before the world,” was SO boring! “Looks like someone didn’t sleep AT ALL over the weekend,” Said Harrison, my best friend for seven years, caption of the chess club, science club member and proud taker of five AP classes. “Yah, or because she was up all night writing a KILLER song. You know that thing you call noise but is really the most amazing thing about,” my other best friend Taylor yelled to Harrison from across the lunch table, “I don’t know THE WORLD!” Taylor finished. “Guys you both are wrong, I was up doing homework.” I lied. Taylor and Harrison gave me the, we know your lying so stop trying look and I confessed I was writing a song and it was KILLER! I still couldn’t believe how well they knew me. It was like they were a part of me and nothing could tear us apart. Right? WRONG! There was such a creature. A baseball player, wrapped in a swimmers body, with a 4.0 GPA, who helped the homeless, was voted most friendly and outgoing for two years straight at New Bell High, a sex GOD and who didn’t know I existed, David Greg was that creature. He’s the popular guy, head honcho, you know numero uno, everyone loved him but he only looks for one thing; your zipper. But still everyone wanted to be the one who he took advantage of next. So that’s where out story begins, with David Greg and how I Ashley Evans, Stole His Heart!

Chapter 2
The First Glimpse

Darting threw the halls of New Bell High I felt like screaming! I was so annoyed with being ignored. Today Mrs. Marshal was taking attendance and forgot me, I went up to her to tell her she forgot me and she said, “Sweetie you’re not in this class.” I simply replied with, “I have been for four months now.” Ugh! I just went from loser to I don’t know is there anything below loser in the high school food chain. But after class was when “It” happened. What do I mean by “It” you may ask well, I was walking to lunch as always and David Greg bumped into me. I know, I know no big deal but you didn’t let me finish. I bumped into him and I said “Sorry David.” David sweetly replied, “No problem bump into me ANYTIME!” And of course thinking that was the cutest thing ever I stupidly replied, “Thanks, well I got to go.” And… Wham! I knew in my gut David lost any interested he ever had in me, if he had any in the first place. Who was I kidding he never liked me but you know me I can still try to make him love me and if that doesn’t work, well I am pretty smart I can find something to do with my sad so called life. But until then I will crush, love, and possibly stalk the great David Greg. So that was it, my first and far from my last encounter with David. After that for about a month we talked but not very much just the hi, bye or can I borrow your history notes every once in a while. But none of this could prepare me for what was coming. The story of how I Ashley Evans took over the school and got the guy in a single year of high school!

Chapter 3
The Fall Dance
High School Dances- for girls it’s a night were you can act and look like a princess for a night and have an excuse. For guys it’s the night to dread. From itchy tuxedos, to finding the perfect date, it’s Horrible! For me it’s the night where I curl up on the couch with pop-corn, and watch The Notebook over and over again. (I gets to me EVERYTIME!) It was the night before the dance and I had The Notebook ready for pick up at block buster all ready. Never would I have thought all my plans would change, but at lunch they sure did!
“Hey Ashley,” said Taylor walking over to my table at lunch. “Hey,” I smiled and said. “You going to the dance tonight?” asked Harrison as if he doesn’t know my plan. “O yah didn’t I tell you David Greg asked me and tomorrow were getting married,” I hit him playfully, “ Of course I am not going you doughnut!” “Sorry,” said Harrison in his toddler voice. “Guys what’s the point of those stupid dances any way. People think they are going to dance with guy of their dreams and love them forever. I wouldn’t even go with David if asked me,” I lied. Taylor gave me the give up the act “look” and said, “You know you would say yes!” “Would not,” I argued. All three of them looked at David and saw him making out with Vanessa Jakes. She’s head cheer leader, 4.0 GPA, and the schools slut. O and David’s girlfriend’s sister. Mary was her sister she was just as popular but twice as pretty and she was walking up to David right now. “i cant belive you! making out with my sister!” Mary slapped him across the face and ran away. “Serves him right.” I said. The bell rang and the three kids went seprerate ways.
IM NOT DON YET!